I am so stressed out and tired of dealing with hospitals, bills and more bills. I know I am working with COTA and we are in the process of getting Grace on the account too, but mine and Mike's bills are going to put us under.

When I found out about Grace I got to choose between 2 hospitals to go to with NICU's. I wanted to choose the same one I used with Gillian but I knew the doctor didn't take my insurance. Well I found out that he moved out of the clinic and into the hospital and was told I would not have to deal with clinic. I got over 3500 dollars in bills today from the clinic. I called them and said that I was not told I was seeing someone from the clinic and I made it clear I needed to be informed if I was for insurance reasons. All she could tell me is sorry maam that no one told you. To top it all off they do not have a heartship program like the hospital. She informed me I could set up payment plans with her forr 200 dollars a month. I really can't do that. I was so upset I hung up. I know it wasn't her fault and I don't want to blame her, but I couldn't stay on that phone. Now I have these bills I have to figure out and the hospital bills. I really need a break.

Gillian has been doing great. She started ballet again and still loves it. She also started full days of school today. We are going to try and get her wish set up for Make a Wish foundation. She wants to meet cinderella and mickey mouse. I can't complain like I said we all need a break.